how to discribe my father's characator seemed very easy in the past.but , maybe i've got wrong and been wrong all the time.     in the past , when my nature mother was still living with us , he had a savage mood which often frightened both my mother and me .after they got quarrelled , a fight was unavoidable .maybe a fight contains misunderstandings of both ,but in those day ,i thought that it was all my father's fault.i hated him! he was the ghost in my life! when i was sixteen ,my life changed because of the death of my mama.she was badly hurt in a home accident, and though the god she believed had no power to rescue her.from then on ,my figure change a lot ,from a naughty, passionate boy to a quiet and diffident boy .i didn't want to talk with anyone .my father ,however was seriously flustrated, he also had to take the reponsibility of bringing me up.during that very hard moment , on one hand ,he had to stand up for the tragedy, on the other hand ,he had to work hard to support my education. as in that time ,all me got in hand was only 3000 yuan , if i succeeded in entering a higher school ,at least ,would cost 7000 yuan a year,that's not a money of bit .  i've always thought that i must be the most unfornate one in the world .when i got frustrated in life , i'd nowhere to explain as i'd been used to express my heartache to my dear mother and now she wasn't there .every time i saw the mothers and sons pass aside me ,i felt so sorrow ,and i knew how longly i was!i was sure indeed i was the most sorrow one ! but to my father, how did he feel when he lost his beloved? maybe then i was really to youny to observe .i only knew he was very very sad .i heard that when my mother was in hospital ,he laid down on his knees to ask help from the doctors,and when the doctor shaked his head ,he nearly wanted to die with her!someone said that " though they quarrelled a lot , but they really loves each other". before those days ,i only get closed to my mother , and once they quarrelled or fighted , she would hated him , however , to stand with here, i hated him day by day , sometimes i even felt himjust like the devil in my life . i've never thought he would be in such a sorrowness.  my aunts would come and see me every month . they taught me that i should do whatever my father want me to , till i've been a man ,could get away from him . i knew what they meant.i often got on uneasy with them ,and i hated them to keep an should eye on my father .to me they really had a pity on or felt some responsibilities. but i hated pity most !
   nothing can be believed from the other's mouths.i made the conclusion in the past time . many a person was fond of discussing the others . they got happinesses from the department of other families.i think they are all the mut , fool monkeys !nothing can be more stupid!!!i understood him with the increasing of my age.
    i changed my opinion to him during that very hot summer .he was working in a eletrical line factory. during those unusual hot days ,he worked 10-15 hours a day for an extra income. but he fell ill seriously after that , despite of the ill he insisted on working yet. at last he illed to bed , taking a medicine care. i could think about the heavy burden on his shoulders,and i certainly got shocked by his complete change frome a devil to a dear hardworking father!#p#分頁標題#e#
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如何描述我的父親在過去，似乎很容易，也許我錯了，錯了所有的時間。在過去，當我還住在我們的大自然母親，他有一個兇猛的情緒往往害怕我母親和我。他們吵架后，戰(zhàn)斗是不可避免的。也許一個戰(zhàn)斗包含誤解的，但是在那些天，我認為這是我父親的過錯。我討厭他！他是我生命中的幽靈！當我十六歲的時候，我的生活改變了因為我在一家死亡事故中嚴重受傷，雖然她相信上帝沒有權(quán)力營救之后，我的身材發(fā)生了很大的變化，從一個調(diào)皮的，熱情的男孩到一個安靜的、缺乏自信的孩子。我不想說話任何人。我的父親，但是嚴重，他還得負責(zé)把我up.during非常艱難的時刻，一方面，他不得不站出來為悲劇，另一方面，他不得不努力工作來支持我的教育。在那個時候，我手里有只有3000元，如果我成功進入高等學(xué)校，至少，要花7000元一年，這不是錢的位。我一直以為我一定是最的在世界上。當我沮喪的生活，我無法解釋我被用來表達我的心痛，我親愛的母親，她現(xiàn)在不在。每次我看到母親和兒女在我身邊，我感到如此的悲傷我知道，孤獨的我！我相信事實上我是最悲傷的人！但是我的父親，當他失去了自己心愛的人感覺他如何？也許我真的很年輕，觀察。我只知道他很傷心。我聽說，當我的母親住院了，他跪在地上向醫(yī)生尋求幫助，當醫(yī)生搖了搖頭，他幾乎想和她一起死！有人說，“雖然他們吵架，但是他們真的愛對方。在那些日子里，我只得到封閉，我的母親，而一旦他們吵架或打架，她會恨他，然而，站在這里，我恨他一天一天，有時我甚至覺得himjust就像我生命中的惡魔。我從來沒有想到他會如此憂傷。我阿姨會來和每個月見我。他們告訴我，我應(yīng)該做什么，我的父親要我，直到我一直一個人，可以擺脫他。我知道這意味著什么。我經(jīng)常有不安，我恨他們堅持要著眼于我的父親。他們對我真的有一個同情或感到有責(zé)任。但是我恨最可憐！沒有什么可以被認為從別人的嘴里。我在過去的時間里做出的結(jié)論。許多人喜歡討論別人。他們從其他家庭部門獲得的快樂。我想他們都MUT，傻瓜猴子！沒有什么可以更愚蠢！??！我理解他隨著年齡的增加。我改變了我的看法對他非常炎熱的夏天。他是在一個電子線廠工作。在那些不尋常的炎熱的日子里，他為一個額外的收入一天工作10個小時。但他生病后，嚴重的病，盡管他堅持要工作呢。最后他病在床上，以醫(yī)學(xué)護理。我想在他肩上的重擔(dān)，我肯定了他的完整的變化震驚從魔鬼的勤勞的父親！