oh..i miss my high school again...those good old days and those hard old days... i didn't like it when i was studying there...i think all chinese who experienced high school would have the same feeling... how hard and stressful the days in high school are!

    everyday i got up at no later than 6:00, and then i dug into study with fever pitch. from time to time, i fear once i lay off, i would lag behind. we slept at mid-night after all day's study. every day i try to push 110% of myself into the grueling study. i took a short nap at noon and then,immediately after that, another period of hard, hard study began. every day, it just seemed that the classroom, the school canteen, and the dorm were our only hang around... there was no one single minute that our nerves were relaxed. the once-per-month big exam was on the point of killing us. so every day we were preparing for exams. it was all no exaggeration to say that we were not given one second to take a deep breath. 

     how hard life was! ah...but ridiculous. i didn't even lose 1kg even if life was that hard to me... sometimes, i just hoped that the college entrance examination test would fall earlier, so that i could be free from all pain. and i didn't want to care about the result. good or bad, i truly didn't care. i just need freedom and relaxation. life was killing me at that time... 

      just after i took the college examination, which was on the afternoon of june 10, 2004, maybe exactly at 11:00, i was elated..i never felt this elated before!!!! at that time, i felt like i am a free girl after being shackled for 1000 years!

      at that time, we both screamed out loud!!! we need the hard scream to give vent to all of our pent-up emotions for a few years! all the years of hard study was in preparation of the 2.5 days' exam. when we came back to the dorm, we just had the strong impulsion to tear apart all books, so that we could feel better. actually, i was on the point of doing that. but later, i withdrew. i loved books. they were my memories of those tough days. 

      3 years! how fantastic!!! it has been 3 years since i graduated from high school! how incredible!!!  all the years, i have been appreciative of all the poeple i met, and of the achievement i obtained, though not much. i felt like as a person, i was becoming better day by day. i have been learning from every one and every possible channel. and over the past one year, i learned most. i felt so good at it... and i have been so happy... 

    i am going home this morning. but my best high school friend had something to do. then we are delaying our schedule. i am eager to come back to my high school and take more pictures of it. though it has been firmly in my heart, i am still eager to see it more, the same as i am eager to...see....*** more...hhahaa 

     oh..i got the call..i sould leave for home...good good vacation to all!

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哦，我想念我的高中再……那些美好的日子，那些艱難的日子…我不喜歡在我這里學(xué)習(xí)……我想所有的中國(guó)人誰(shuí)經(jīng)歷中學(xué)會(huì)有同樣的感覺(jué)…如何努力，緊張的日子在高中！

我每天都在不遲于6點(diǎn)起床，然后我挖到白熱化的研究。從時(shí)間的時(shí)候，我害怕一旦我休息，我就會(huì)落后。我們睡在午夜一天的學(xué)習(xí)之后。我每天盡量推110%自己艱苦的研究。我中午小睡一下，然后，緊接著，另一段時(shí)間的努力，努力學(xué)習(xí)的開(kāi)始。每一天，它就好像教室，學(xué)校食堂和宿舍，我們只流連…沒(méi)有一分鐘，我們的神經(jīng)放松了。每個(gè)月一次大的考試是在殺死我們的觀點(diǎn)。我們每天都在準(zhǔn)備考試。這是毫不夸張地說(shuō)，我們沒(méi)有得到一個(gè)第二深呼吸。

生活是多么艱難！啊……但可笑。我甚至沒(méi)有如果生活是很難我甚至失去1公斤…有時(shí)候，我只是希望高考考試會(huì)掉，這樣我可以擺脫所有的痛苦。我不想關(guān)心的結(jié)果。好的或壞的，我真的不在乎。我只是需要自由和放松。生活是殺害的我當(dāng)時(shí)…

我剛剛參加了大學(xué)的考試，這是在2004年6月10日下午，也許正是在上午11點(diǎn)，我很高興..我從來(lái)沒(méi)有感覺(jué)這么興高采烈之前?。。?！那時(shí)，我覺(jué)得我是一個(gè)自由的女孩被禁錮1000年后！

在那個(gè)時(shí)候，我們都大聲的尖叫?。。∥覀冃枰饨邪l(fā)泄我們的所有被壓抑多年的情感！努力學(xué)習(xí)所有這些年來(lái)，在2.5天的考試準(zhǔn)備。我們回到宿舍的時(shí)候，我們剛剛撕開(kāi)所有書(shū)籍的強(qiáng)烈沖動(dòng)，讓我們感覺(jué)更好。實(shí)際上，我是在做點(diǎn)。但后來(lái)，我退出。我喜歡書(shū)。他們是我的那些艱難的日子的回憶。

3年！多么美妙！??！我高中畢業(yè)已經(jīng)3年了！多么不可思議?。。∵@些年來(lái)，我一直珍惜所有的人我見(jiàn)過(guò)，和我所取得的成就，但不多。我覺(jué)得作為一個(gè)人，我變得一天比一天。我已經(jīng)從每一個(gè)人和每一個(gè)可能的渠道學(xué)習(xí)。在過(guò)去的一年，我學(xué)到了許多。我感覺(jué)很好…我一直這么快樂(lè)…

今天早上我回家。但是我最好的高中朋友有事要做。然后我們把我們的計(jì)劃。我想回到我的高中和采取更多的照片。雖然一直堅(jiān)定地在我的心中，我仍然渴望更多的看到它，同我渴望……看…* * * hhahaa……

哦，我叫..我應(yīng)該向所有好的假期回家…！